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Teddy BearTonight I had a battle  Even if it seemed unfair  A fight of mass proportions  With my favorite teddy bear.  He called me such a liar  And told me to give in  He swore he’d take me over  And the violence would begin.  Tonight I wrote a letter,  Signed it off with so much love.  Tonight I cursed my teddy  ‘cause he said I wasn’t enough.  He told me of his destruction  And brought me to my knees.  He whispered of his power  Made me beg and plead.  Tonight I wished upon a star  To bring my teddy down  He heard my murmurs in the dark  And Teddy Bear
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Teaching DestinyHey guys, I decided that, since I can’t seem to write poems anymore, I’m going to try a story. There’s no promises it’ll go very far, at least on here, and I’m going to post it in short chapter-long pieces so that it actually gets read. If anyone bothers to read it’s I’ll keep posting. I hope you do. Anyways, this story doesn’t conform to regular theories of Faerie and the Fae. With that said, read this with an open mind because it’s not your average fantasy story. Please give me feed back and criticisms, they’re all very appreciated. =3 Thanks guys, hope you like this as much as you like my p Teaching Destiny
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Three Big StepsMaybe in dreams or holidays  
we can be together in a different way.  
Maybe with wishes and poems  
I can find a way to give you my soul.  
Maybe if I hold you close to me,  
You'll find the reasons I believe  
In everything the fairy tales show,  
In everything they will never know.  
 
So just breathe with me.  
Just stay a while.  
Just lay right here.  
Just let yourself smile.   
Because we're running from an unknown enemy.  Because I can't help watching you when you fall asleep.  Because everything in this world comes out wrong.  And everything you do Three Big Steps
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As Free As You Want To BeHe watches her smiling, it’s fake.  She watches him drowning under it all...  Maybe it’s for the best, their distance  Or maybe it’s just another way he dropped the ball.   
She takes her hand back when he grabs for it  Been down that road too many times before  He’ll never let her keep him close  And she’ll never stop wanting more.   
It’s a crime to let it happen,  Watch true love pass them by  But he’s just to scared to say the words  And she’s not strong enough to live a lie.   
Maybe he’ll grow up one day  And he&# As Free As You Want To Be
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Thu Sep 25, 2008, 4:23 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Matchbox 20 <3
  • Reading: Dirty Girls' Social Club
  • Watching: The Hopeless emote
  • Playing: how long can she go without thinking about him.
  • Eating: my bottom lip. x_X;
  • Drinking: nope.
I HATE YOU!
hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate.
except that I don't, because I love you.
And that love kills me every time you're near.
It sucks me in to doubt and loss, self confusion and masochistic tendencies.
You're an Abuser and I refuse to be you're victim any longer.
But when you speak it's like heaven's coming down.

STOP SPEAKING!
stopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopit!!
I'm trying so hard to be okay. I'm trying so hard to find happiness without you.
I doubt I can.
But I'm trying.

The least you could do is leave me alone.
The least you could do is walk away.
The least you can do is what you've done...

There are plenty of victims around!
You don't need me.
but I need you.

NO! I DON'T
Idon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon'tIdon't.
And I will keep reminding myself of that.
OVER AND OVER.
Because heaven is just a snake with an apple, ready to throw me from my perfect world at any moment.
I won't bite the apple.
You don't have the power to make me bite it.
I won't, I swear.

You send me tumbling into hysterics.
Two messages and look at me, a fallen mess again.

WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
I don't love you.
That's simple.
That's a lie.

YOU don't love ME.
that's more like it.
I must remember that,
Even if it kills me.

I won't be your victim.
Iwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon'tIwon't I WON'T.

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  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Print preference: Matte
  • Interests: WRITING! Reading, composing music to my lyrics, swimming, baking/cooking.
  • Favourite movie: Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy, brother bear, and Swordfish
  • Favourite band or musician: too many >< .. But Nickelback, The Starting Line, September, and Fall Out Boy have to be in th
  • Favourite genre of music: pretty much anything.
  • Favourite artist: Mysticblack5/Oekaki-Baka (same person nyahaha.)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickinson, laurell k hamilton
  • Favourite photographer: Erwin Olaf, keizie
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, black and white photography, and photo-manip
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  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Favourite game: "Things" and "Monopoly" yeah, they're board games. I'm awesome like th
  • Favourite cartoon character: Iago
  • Personal Quote: What kind of girl needs a Prince Wanna-Charm saving her? I'll slay my own dragons, thank you.
  • Tools of the Trade: my oversized pens, coil notebooks and my lovely computer.

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~Host-Club-Freak:iconHost-Club-Freak: 3 days 4 hours ago
Thankies for all the favs and the watch :heart:

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~ScoutSakaro:iconScoutSakaro: Jun 20, 2009, 1:01:02 PM
Thanks for the fave. I see you write as well, I hope you will stop by and read my poetry too.
*Iardacil:iconIardacil: Apr 22, 2009, 12:40:57 AM
Thank you so much for :+fav: on my "La Lettre du Passé" :heart:

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=LiiQa:iconLiiQa: Apr 17, 2009, 7:22:39 AM
:thanks: so much! . . . :orange:

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=Aranthi-Evenstar:iconAranthi-Evenstar: Apr 12, 2009, 3:34:51 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav:
:3 Its very kind of you.

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Come bless the child one more time
~joyful-melody:iconjoyful-melody: Apr 2, 2009, 5:45:25 AM
Thanks for the fave! :D
~Silvarith:iconSilvarith: Apr 2, 2009, 1:20:49 AM
thank you for keeping my stuff:hug::)

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=scootergirl762:iconscootergirl762: Apr 1, 2009, 4:07:13 PM
Many thanks for the :+fav:

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